سال نو مبارک

 

 آنکه رخسار تو را رنگ گل و نسرین داد        صبر و آرام تواند بمن مسکین داد

وانکه گیسوی تو را رسم تطاول آموخت         هم تواند کرمش داد من غمگین داد

من همان روز ز فرهاد طمع ببریدم              که عنان دل شیدا به لب شیرین داد

گنج زر گر نبود کنج قناعت باقیست              آنکه آن داد به شاهان بگدایان این داد

خوش عروسیست جهان از ره صورت لیکن   هر که پیوست بدو عمر خودش کاوین داد

بعد از این دست من و دامن سرو و لب جوی  خاصه اکنون که صبا مزده فروردین داد

                             در کف غصه دوران دل حافظ خون شد

                             از فراق رخت ای خواجه قوام الدین داد

 

سال نو مبارک. انشالا که امسال سال برکت و نیکی برای همه باشه. نوروز با عید ایستر که جشن رستاخیز عیسی مسیح است همراه شده که من این را به فال مبارک میگیرم. از خدا میخوام که روح خودش را در ما احیا کنه همان طور که در وجود پاک طبیعت و در زنده شدن دوباره مسیح این کار را کرد. از خدا میخوام که قلب های فرزندانش را از عشق لبریز کنه و یخ های نفرت و جنگ را آب و دامن دنیا را بار دیگر از محبت سبز کنه. از خدا میخوام که خطاهای ما را ببخشه همانطور که ما هم کسانی را که به ما بدی کرده اند میبخشیم. ما را از وسوسه ها دور نگه داره و از ما در کار های خودش استفاده کنه. تمام بیماران را شفا بده و بر درد ها و زخم هاشون مرهم باشه مامانی نازنین من را هم شفا بده. همه این ها را ازش میخوام چون خودش گفته: "بخواهید تا به شما داده شود. بجویید تا بیابید. در بزنید تا در بروی شما باز شود. چون هر کس چیزی بخواهد بدست میاورد و هر که می جوید پیدا میکند. کافی است در بزنید که در برویتان باز می شود." متا ایات 7و8

 

dickinson

 داشتم شعر میخوندم از امیلی که دلم نیومد اینجا نیارمش

ولی میدونید که با ترجمه ادبیات خیلی موافق نیستم اصلا کار من نیست که حس اوریجینالشو بکشم بنابراین خودشو میزارم امیدوارم لذت ببرید البته الان امتحانات هست و میدونم شعر خوناش این طرفا سرنمی زنند. برای اپ بعدی شاید از هوانورد نوشتم. و حالا این شما و اینم خانم دیکنسون:

امیلی اماده ای؟ پس بزن بریم...

I Cannot Live With You 

I cannot live with You--
It would be Life--
And Life is over there--
Behind the Shelf
 
The Sexton keeps the Key to--
Putting up
Our Life--His Porcelain--
Like a Cup--
 
Discarded of the Housewife--
Quaint--or Broke--
A newer Sevres pleases--
Old Ones crack--
 
I could not die--with You--
For One must wait
To shut the Other's Gaze down--
You--could not--
 
And I--could I stand by
And see You--freeze--
Without my Right of Frost--
Death's privilege?
 
Nor could I rise--with You--
Because Your Face
Would put out Jesus'--
That New Grace
 
Glow plain--and foreign
On my homesick Eye--
Except that You than He
Shone closer by--
 
They'd judge Us--How--
For You--served Heaven--You know,
Or sought to--
I could not--
 
Because You saturated Sight--
And I had no more Eyes
For sordid excellence
As Paradise
 
And were You lost, I would be--
Though My Name
Rang loudest
On the Heavenly fame--
 
And were You--saved--
And I--condemned to be
Where You were not--
That self--were Hell to Me--
 
So We must meet apart--
You there--I--here--
With just the Door ajar
That Oceans are--and Prayer--
And that White Sustenance--
Despair--

 

I Heard A Fly Buzz

I heard a Fly buzz--when I died-- 
The Stillness in the Room
Was like the Stillness in the Air-- 
Between the Heaves of Storm--
 
The Eyes around--had wrung them dry-- 
And Breaths were gathering firm
For that last Onset--when the King
Be witnessed--in the Room-- 
 
I willed my Keepsakes--Signed away
What portions of me be
Assignable--and then it was
There interposed a Fly-- 
 
With Blue--uncertain stumbling Buzz-- 
Between the light--and me-- 
And then the Windows failed--and then
I could not see to see--

 

 

the shape of the fire

The Shape of the Fire

by Theodore Roethke


1


      What’s this? A dish for fat lips.
      Who says? A nameless stranger.
      Is he a bird or a tree? Not everyone can tell.


Water recedes to the crying of spiders.
An old scow bumps over black rocks.
A cracked pod calls.


      Mother me out of here. What more will the bones allow?
      Will the sea give the wind suck? A toad folds into a stone.
      These flowers are all fangs. Comfort me, fury.
      Wake me, witch, we’ll do the dance of rotten sticks.


Shale loosens. Marl reaches into the field. Small birds pass over water.
Spirit, come near. This is only the edge of whiteness.
I can’t laugh at a procession of dogs.


      In the hour of ripeness the tree is barren.
      The she-bear mopes under the hill.
      Mother, mother, stir from your cave of sorrow.


A low mouth laps water. Weeds, weeds, how I love you.
The arbor is cooler. Farewell, farewell, fond worm.
The warm comes without sound.



2


      Where’s the eye?
      The eye’s in the sty.
      The ear’s not here
      Beneath the hair.
      When I took off my clothes
      To find a nose,
      There was only one shoe
      For the waltz of To,
      The pinch of Where.


Time for the flat-headed man. I recognize that listener,
Him with the platitudes and rubber doughnuts,
Melting at the knees, a varicose horror.
Hello, hello. My nerves knew you, dear boy.
Have you come to unhinge my shadow?
Last night I slept in the pits of a tongue.
The silver fish ran in and out of my special bindings;
I grew tired of the ritual of names and the assistant keeper of the
mollusks:
Up over a viaduct I came, to the snakes and sticks of another winter,
A two-legged dog hunting a new horizon of howls.
The wind sharpened itself on a rock;
A voice sang:


      Pleasure on ground
      Has no sound,
      Easily maddens
      The uneasy man.


      Who, careless, slips
      In coiling ooze
      Is trapped to the lips,
      Leaves more than shoes;


      Must pull off clothes
      To jerk like a frog
      On belly and nose
      From the sucking bog.


My meat eats me. Who waits at the gate?
Mother of quartz, your words writhe into my ear.
Renew the light, lewd whisper.



3


The wasp waits.
      The edge cannot eat the center.
The grape glistens.
      The path tells little to the serpent.
An eye comes out of the wave.
      The journey from flesh is longest.
A rose sways least.
      The redeemer comes a dark way.



4


Morning-fair, follow me further back
Into that minnowy world of weeds and ditches,
When the herons floated high over the white houses,
And the little crabs slipped into silvery craters.
When the sun for me glinted the sides of a sand grain,
And my intent stretched over the buds at their first trembling.


That air and shine: and the flicker’s loud summer call:
The bearded boards in the stream and the all of apples;
The glad hen on the hill; and the trellis humming.
Death was not. I lived in a simple drowse:
Hands and hair moved through a dream of wakening blossoms.
Rain sweetened the cave and the dove still called;
The flowers leaned on themselves, the flowers in hollows;
And love, love sang toward.



5


To have the whole air!—
The light, the full sun
Coming down on the flowerheads,
The tendrils turning slowly,
A slow snail-lifting, liquescent;
To be by the rose
Rising slowly out of its bed,
Still as a child in its first loneliness;
To see cyclamen veins become clearer in early sunlight,
And mist lifting out of the brown cat-tails;
To stare into the after-light, the glitter left on the lake’s surface,
When the sun has fallen behind a wooded island;
To follow the drops sliding from a lifted oar,
Held up, while the rower breathes, and the small boat drifts quietly shoreward;
To know that light falls and fills, often without our knowing,
As an opaque vase fills to the brim from a quick pouring,
Fills and trembles at the edge yet does not flow over,
Still holding and feeding the stem of the contained flower.



خدا حافظ هارولد

 Good bye Harold

 I'm thinking

really dont't know what to type

Pinter has gone and a strange feeling is circling around me

maybe for many who are not much famaliar with english literature harold pinter needs to be introduced though he is one of the most  complex men among the post world war II dramatists

he is the same man who entered the term 'Pinteresque into literary glossaries as "nameless menace, erotic fantasy, obsession and  jealousy ,family hatred and mental disturbance ...

well he is the one who saw us very well

i don't know how should i feel right now ... there was a guy who 

used to write about my pains ....

it 's not easy for me to believe

harold i want YOU to know it was important for me  ...at least you were there so close to me

see i m just wandering in my foolish lost words and sentences

you are not finished just gone

bye

ماه

The Moon

I

AND, like a dying lady lean and pale,
Who totters forth, wrapp'd in a gauzy veil,
Out of her chamber, led by the insane
And feeble wanderings of her fading brain,
The mood arose up in the murky east,
A white and shapeless mass.

II

Art thou pale for weariness
Of climbing heaven and gazing on the earth,
Wandering companionless
Among the stars that have a different birth,
And ever changing, like a joyless eye
That finds no object worth its constancy?

سلام کریسمس مبارک

 

A Christmas candle is a lovely thing;
It makes no noise at all,
But softly gives itself away
.

سلام این وبلاگ قراره حرفای دل و صفحه های رنگی ذهن من باشه

ولی هنوز کار با بلاگ را وارد نیستم برای گذاشتن عکس و موسیقی باید تحقیقات کنم یا از دوستای نازنینم بپرسم بهاره جان استاد من میشی؟ وب را سر و سامون بدیم؟

من از ادبیات و سینما سعی میکنم بنویسم و از هر دو زبان فارسی و انگلیسی هم احتمالا استفاده میکنم

این شعر را من خیلی دوست دارم تقدیمش میکنم به او که خیلی دوسش دارم و شما که وبم را افتتاح کردید

ان قدر خوابت را ديده ام كه ديگر واقعي نيستي
 
وقت ان نيست كه به اين جسم زنده دست يابم
 
و بر ان لب ها بوسه زنم
 
بر سرچشمه ي صدايي كه عزيز است برايم؟
 
ان قدر خوابت را ديده ام ان قدر بازوانم عادت كرده اند
 
سايه ات را تنگ در اغوش بگيرند و بر سينه بفشارند
 
كه شايد در مقابل خطوط اصلي جسمت تا نشوند
 
و در برابر ظهور واقعي ان كه مرا تسخير كرده
 
و روزها و سالهاست كه بر من حاكم است
 
بدون شك سايه اي بيش نخواهم بود.
 
اي ميزان هاي احساس...
 
ان قدر خوايت را ديده ام كه ديگر بيگمان وقت بيدار شدن
نيست
 
همواره در خوابم و جسمم در معرض تمام ظواهر زندگي
 
و عشق قرار دارد
 
و تو تنها كسي كه امروز برايم مهم است
 
راحت تر ميتوتنم لب ها و پيشاني هر از راه رسيده اي را
 
لمس كنم تا لبها و پيشاني تو را
 
ان قدر خوابت را ديده ام ان قدر با تو راه رفته ام حرف زده ام
 
با روحت خوابيده ام
 
كه شايد ديگر چيزي برايم باقي نمانده
 
جز اينكه روحي باشم در ميان روح ها
 
و صد بار سايه تر از سايه اي كه ميچرخد و خواهد
 
چرخيد سر مست
 
در صفحه ي خورشيدي هستي تو
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